Clarence is getting more and more aggitated lately, so im rereading chimp paradox again, i remember a lot now, but im wondering whether theres any other literature of a similar line.
Thing is now i know a lot of the book script, but when i close the book a lot of the processes dont stay in my head. I want this to work, and be able too handle things better
I have put a lot of things in boxes and locked them, and even burnt some. But its everyday life i need to process better, ive learnt how to deal with immediate stress better, and it works.
However some things wont go away, as I detailed in “how do you negotiate with a cobra? ” people dont respect my realm; (to quote the book) and they dont understand the effect it has on my relationship with my daughter. But then want to lecture me. Ive tried talking to the person in question and had the promises time after time and every time promises are broken.
Louise, my fiancee and hopefully future wife, helps and is wise, wiser than me certainly, i love her to bits, and accept every little foible, as she has definitely made me a better person, but there are things im not happy with myself about, my dear oold Dad, had an ability to say exactly what he thought, but then had my back, i miss the days on the riverbank, fishing where we would talk endlessly and he would say what he thought but i don’t believe he ever judged me. I would love this ability but im always aware of ramifications to my actions.
Welll no one’s perfect, thats true, and at 43 i still feel i have a lot of growing, psychologically speaking, to do